~ ♥ Fumi ♥ ~

I MOVED !!!

2010-04-29T22:19:00.001+08:00

I MOVED ! SO RELINK ME !!!

TO :
http://whyhellohellolove.tumblr.com/

BUT I'LL STILL BE CHECKING HERE <3

♥ BON JOVI !

2010-04-29T21:31:00.000+08:00

Note to self : Be happy : )

Anyway , today was crap >_> Re-ran my frickking 2.4 and I hate stupid people who don't get that I'm trying to pass and can't get their lazy asses outta my way .

FUCK YOU P.E IDIOTS AND YOUR STUPID TESTS.

Anyway , I keep listening to Bon Jovi now ♥ And I can't stop /o/

Pic Spam ♥

2010-04-28T21:39:00.000+08:00

If only it were true .

I wish that you had loved me enough

2010-04-28T20:17:00.000+08:00

Go ahead and waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone stands
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your...
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know ya do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along

So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your...
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along

(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong, we move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong, we move along
(Along) along (along) along (along) along (along)

When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do.
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along

Just to make through
When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do.
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
[x2]

Move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
Right back what is wrong
We move along

As usual , I like to copypasta things :3 But this song is awesome . AWESOME . AWESOME-EST.

Srs :3 I love this song like yea ! Hah .. Today's exam was crap, and tomorrow I have to rerun my 2.4 and f*ckin hell I'm gonna die . I think I so screwed my English Paper 2 today. Yea it was easy, but I think I so screwed it >_>

F- - - !!!

I failed my 2.4 :/ cant blame me . LOL You should have heard all the names of the people who failed. Bloody list manzxz . FUCK . >_>

Chem was like boring . I almost slept .

English Paper 1 was boring . So much so that I rewrote my Section B AND had time to sleep .

LOL PE FITNESS MANAGEMENT PAPER.

WHO GIVES A BLOODY DAMN DDD<

Tikam all also can pass sia !!! Easy qn, give it to us when everyone still screaming . And a bloody HALF AN HOUR for 10 MCQ questions. WTF WERE THEY THINKING ?!?!

And also English Paper 2 . 1 hour 40 mins . I slept like for the forty mins AFTER rewriting my summary WTF .

Anyways eyeshadow is in my eye , I'm lazy to wash it out or stick MORE chamomile in my eye so yea . Going off nows . Byeee !

2010-04-27T17:33:00.001+08:00

Heard on tv . Damm nice !

Lol today free period in English . Me and Rachel got HIGHHHH . HAHAHAHAHA . And during geog , Ms Teo didn't come to school , so Shaina , Rachel and me got damm high too ! As in like LAUGHING OUR BUTTS OFF ABOUT PUDDING .

WHY ?

BECAUSE ...

PUDDING IS A FUNNY WORD 8D

IMAGINE ME AND RACHEL SIT IN THE PLANE . FOR 4 HOURS . TALKING CRAP . LOLOLOLOLOL . ITS GONNA BE EPIC SHIT . LIKE JUST TALKING CRAP HAHAHAHAHA

Will you be there for me ? Really ?

2010-04-26T22:19:00.000+08:00

My favourite Song makes me cry . Like alot . Plus the video I'm like T.T

" I will never let you fall "

You let me fall many times .

" I'll be there for you through it all "

I thought you would be there for me.

" You're my Guardian Angel "

Are you my guardian angel ? Will you be there for me ?

I hope so sometimes ..

Hope .

Escape ? Running away ? Escapism .. ? Huh ?

2010-04-26T18:05:00.000+08:00

I'm so lost @_@

I'm sourcing for pictures for my prep work for art .. I chose the theme 'Escape' .. And I'm lost D:

Idk what to do .. I came up with this Alice in Wonderland theme and mehh . STUCK .

I have this idea of Alice like running away from the palace / queen / queen's guards .. Then all I can think to develop from there is costume design , character design , colours . Which would be Red and White for half the picture . And like that typical blue and white colour scheme .

I have like 4 pages of A4 paper that I've rambled on . Full of teeny little notes, details and sketches of dresses , faces , hair .. Red queen and small-ish mindmaps . Hah ...

So lost @_@ I'm stuck D:

Hopefully I can pull something together in time >_<

Spider Pig ♥

2010-04-25T23:23:00.000+08:00

♥ Love the Pig .

Love it .

♥ You're my heartbreaker

2010-04-25T21:54:00.001+08:00

I ♥ G DRAGON ♥

OH.MY.GEE ?!?

2010-04-24T22:31:00.000+08:00

Talk about drama honey .

Sorry hon D: I told you I didn't wanna read it D: But you made me ~

So yeas . Now you know I like him :x

But alot of people like him D<

-insertunhappyface.thatalotofpeoplelikehim-

HMPH !

-doesnotlike-

Nvm... Wait for church camp .. Then .. HUR !

I don't care if a certain b*tch likes him.

I don't care how many people like him . I really really don't.

2010-04-23T23:22:00.001+08:00

T.T -sniffs-

She really did an awesome cover D:

Okayys . Anyway today, nothing much happened . Stayed for SS remedial instead of chionging down to Bugis .

mehh . boredom kills

2010-04-22T21:41:00.000+08:00

I don't know. I just happen to think i's cute.

Left to rot and hope to freeze

2010-04-22T20:27:00.000+08:00

Ok yea, the title makes no sense, but really !

Me and Shaina went to the library t study geog again . Cuz Ms Teo made me like ... Stressed >_<

And I can't sit at the cafe to study =___=

- flips chair and grabs coffee-

OMG I think it's a 'yay' that I have bio tmr ? Idk why I just love bio :x

haiz ... Went to Rachel's house and Charles was there. He and his gf tsk tsk .

LOL anyways we like got really high :x Laugh and laugh and laugh at everything and LOL we supposed to study for exams ?!? Which are next week LOLOLOL

and we sittin' there laughin' and almost rolling around on the floor xDD

OMG I can't stop listening to Glee music :x LOVE GLEE ! hahahahaaaaaaa

Seriously, what is wrong with me these few days. I bought 2 pens, one lost, the other still in my pencilcase.

Then I bought another one 2 days ago.

Yesterday, I dropped it and it spoiled so I threw it away.

Today I dropped another one, and it spoiled and I threw it away.

Today I went to buy 2 more pens.

I swear I think that I'm going to spoil them again.

I'm gonna spend all my savings on stationery I swearrrr.

Anyways LOL I went to Starbucks but no space D:

- waves byebye to mango frappé - DDDDD:

I ♥ Glee and camping at Shiny's house :3

2010-04-21T21:07:00.001+08:00

Camped over at shiny's house, played with one of her neighbour's dogs ~ OMG THAT DOG IS 11 YEARS OLD ?!?! O.o

11 x 7 = OMFG ?!?

Her maid cooked maggie mee for me :3 and we camped in her room, watched youtube and I went to watch tv with Rius and Amanda. At least they don't seem to mind my going over.

And when Amanda's tuition teacher came over, we just sat outside, played with the dog and like.. Bitched about people and our HK trip xD

Hahs... Today so fun xD Just rotting and 'laxing at her house :3

Must do that more often :3

SHAYNAHHH GET OUTTA MY FB ACC DARLINNN'

Anyways I'm so gonna go over again xD

I ♥ Glee I ♥ Glee I ♥ Glee I ♥ Glee

I ♥ Glee !

2010-04-21T20:24:00.001+08:00

THIS POST MUST BE RED !

FOR TEHHH LURBBB ♥

♥ I L O V E G L E E ♥

must find soundtrack this sunday ♥ if i hv time :3

Seasons are changing and waves are crashing ..

2010-04-20T18:40:00.000+08:00

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face
I can't replace
And now that I'm strong
I have figured out
How this world turns cold
and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find
deep inside me
I can be the one

I will never let you fall(let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all(though it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------

I re-found this video again. I remember that last year, I couldn't stop listening to it... Now it brings the tears back... All over and over again.

So yes, the tears are here.

No, they'll never leave.

My guardian angel ? I don't remember having one. Not anymore.

Rippy the Gator went chomp chomp chomp

2010-04-19T21:36:00.001+08:00

Lyrics :

Hi kids! welcome to the uncle bobo show! are you ready to sing? come on, let’s go!
Billy and his family
Went on a holiday
They went down to florida
To laugh and dance and play
Bill went in for a swim
He didn’t see the harm
But when he came back out again
He was short an arm!

’cause rippy the gator went chomp, chomp, chomp!
Rippy the gator went chomp, chomp, chomp!
Passing the time by ending children’s lives
Down in the bottom of the swamp, swamp, swamp..

Billy and his father
Went out to play some catch
But billy missed the pass
Because his arm was unattached
The ball flew past his shoulder
And it rolled into the swamp
When he went wading after it
His leg became a stump!

’cause rippy the gator went chomp, chomp, chomp!
Rippy the gator went chomp, chomp, chomp!
Passing the time by ending children’s lives
Down in the bottom of the swamp, swamp, swamp..

Billy and his father
Joined a three-legged race
They were tearing up the field
No one could keep the pace
But billy tripped and did a flip
And landed in the muck
He was running out of limbs
And also out of luck!

’cause rippy the gator went chomp, chomp, chomp!
Rippy the gator went chomp, chomp, chomp!
Passing the time by ending children’s lives
Down in the bottom of the swamp, swamp, swamp..

Billy was all dirty
He really had to wash
But he couldn’t use a towel
’cause his limbs had been gnawed off.
He went into the water
To get all clean and bright
But when he was finished
He was only half his height.

’cause rippy the gator went chomp, chomp, chomp!
Rippy the gator went chomp, chomp, chomp!
Passing the time by ending children’s lives
Down in the bottom of the swamp, swamp, swamp..

Billy’s father rolled his wheelchair
Up upon a hill
He wanted to take bill
Where he would not get killed
But he left him on a slope
And into a swamp he rolled
They dragged out his head
But there was nothing down below!

’cause rippy the gator went chomp, chomp, chomp!
Rippy the gator went chomp, chomp, chomp!
Passing the time by ending children’s lives
Down in the bottom of the swamp, swamp, swamp..
Passing the time by ending children’s lives
Down in the bottom of the swamp
(down in the swamp..)

___________________________________________________________________

This was probably one of the most hilarious songs I've ever heard AND HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA

POOR BILLY :3

Baby SHUT UP ! Heard nuffffff'

2010-04-19T19:58:00.002+08:00

http://www.facebook.com/pages/The-saddest-thing-in-the-worldis-loving-someone-who-no-longer-loves-you-/81591663212?ref=nf&v=wall

This made me sad . Now before I blogshop again D:

LOL Shiny's relationship HAHAHAHAHAA damm funny I swear :/

YEAAAAAAAA I'M GETTING HIGH LAWLLLLLLLLL

WOOHOOOOOO /o/

SHUT UP I HEARD 'NUFF AND I GET MAHH DRESS YEA MANZXZXZ BLEGHHHH

BUT MANNNNNNNNZXZ !!!! I WANNA LIEK BLOGSHOP MANZXZXZXZ

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA HELL YEA I'M GETTIN' HIGHH

2010-04-18T22:00:00.001+08:00

JUST DANCE , GONNA BE OKAY
JUST DANCE , SPIN THAT RECORD BABE .

I'm being biased toward Blazblue O:

tried to learn the tutorials blabla then only watch the female characters ones like Noel and Litchi or Rachel LOLLLL

I must go clubbing . Club music is the <3

2010-04-18T20:09:00.000+08:00

LYRICS

(Sean)

Eenie meenie miney mo

Catch a bad chick by her toe

If she holla (if, if, if she holla) let her go

Shes indecisive

She cant decide

She keeps on lookin

From left to right

Girl, cmon get closer

Look in my eyes

Searchin is so wrong

Im Mr. Right

You seem like the type

To love em and leave em

And disappear right after this song.

So give me the night

To show you, hold you

Dont leave me out here dancin alone

You cant make up your mind, mind, mind, mind, mind

Please dont waste my time, time, time, time, time

Im not tryin to rewind, wind, wind, wind, wind

I wish our hearts could come together as one

Cause shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova

Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova

(Justin)

Let me show you what your missin

Paradise

With me youre winning girl

You dont have to roll the dice

Tell me what youre really here for

Them other guys?

I can see right through ya

You seem like the type

To love em and leave em

And disappear right after the song.

So give me the night

To show you, hold you

Dont leave me out here dancin alone

Cant make up your mind

Please dont waste my time

Not tryin to rewind

I wish our hearts could come together as one

Cause shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova

Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova

(Sean)

Eenie meenie miney moe

Catch a bad chick by her toe

If she holla (if, if, if she holla) let her go

Eenie meenie miney moe

Catch a bad chick by her toe

If she holla (if, if, if she holla) let her go

Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova

Cant make up your mind

Please dont waste my time

Not tryin to rewind

I wish our hearts could come together as one

(repeat)

I can't stop listening to this song D:

RUN DEVIL RUN . RUN . RUN . RUN .

2010-04-18T13:11:00.005+08:00

You better run run run run run

TRANSLATION

Do it right you're really a bad boy more curiosity than love

all this time I have been blindly fooled by you

You're no fun you don't have manners you're a Devil Devil you are you are

The many men in your cellphone are all women that had one letter changed

My nose is even disgusted by the Perfume, tell me who's it is

Have you not been able to fix your atrocious habit of meeting people without me knowing

Even if you're run you're still on my palm

You better run run run run run

I can't see you no more I want to kick you out

You better run run run run run

Even if you clinge onto me I'm going to turn my attention off of you Hey

I'll pay you back on day I become more fabulous don't forget

You better run run run run run

You're caught red handed you provoked me Run Devil Devil Run Run

You stealthily eyeball another girl next to me

When i'm not around you're a Super Playboy, raise your head and answer me

You're no fun you don't have manners you're a Devil Devil you are you are

You better run run run run run

I can't see you no more I want to kick you out

You better run run run run run

Even if you clinge onto me I'm going to turn my attention off of you Hey

I'll pay you back on day I become more fabulous don't forget

You better run run run run run

You're caught red handed you provoked me Run Devil Devil Run Run

Hey, there's no other kid like me, you're been using tricks and I'm disappointed

I'm more incredible than them, what are you going to do later on growing up like that

(Told you not to fool around)I told you to do well when I loved you

You better run run run run run

I can't see you no more I want to kick you out

You better run run run run run

Even if you clinge onto me I'm going to turn my attention off of you Hey

I'll pay you back on day I become more fabulous don't forget

You better run run run run run

You're caught red handed you provoked me Run Devil Devil Run Run

In this wide world half of them are men, no matter if you're out

I'm going to wait alone for an awesome man who will only look at me

Copy-pasta-ed from webby .

TELL THE DJ TO PLAY MY SONG , ARE YOU READY TO ROCK AND ROLL

2010-04-18T11:49:00.001+08:00

" Tell the DJ to play my song "

Yeass . Went to meet Shade just now to pass her the shoes /o/ She was there ... early o.O

And I'm cute to everyone ;A;

OMG I gotta go clubbing one of these days ;A; hope I don't run into ...

Anywayyyys I can't wait to get rid of all that other stuff on my sales thread D:

Really uh .. But yay ! I hash positive feedback 8D LOL yea :3

Later need to .. Meet tsuna , buy headphones , [maybe] meet seller ..

Ahh maybe buying so much stuff wasn't such a good idea D:

but who cares LOL

http://candied-fashions.blogspot.com/2010/04/locations.html

OMG I LOVE THAT BLOGSHOP . LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE.

JEF-F DUN-HAMMMMMMMM DOT COM 8D

2010-04-17T13:53:00.001+08:00

This . This is very cute.

http://www.etsy.com/listing/41296440/imaxi---the-original-apple-ipad-casecove

LOL. LOLOLOL.

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL !!1!

LOL WHAT IS THIS I DON'T EVEN-

The most fail thing I've seen today tyvm .

Something I heard today made me upset D:
But I feel like alot better now. Like LOL yeas . Cuz I keep watching Jeff Dunham's Spark of Insanity. And keep rolling around on the floor cuz my tummy hurts too much from laughing my ass off.

" JEF-F DUN-HAMMMMMMMMM DOTCOM " 8D
- Peanut

" WE LOVE IT HEREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE "
- Walter

" HE'S NOT SPIDER PIG ANYMORE HE'S HARRY PLOPPER. "
- LOL HOMER.

Yea I forgot about that :3
BHANGRAAAAAAAAAA DANCING WAS THE MOST FUN PRZ.
Make them come back 8D
5 minutes left and half the hall stood up to dance :3
First when they ask who wanna dance, some stand up. Dance and dance and dance until like damm tired then laugh and keep laughing LOL so fun.

But yeas I feel alot happier now <3 But I feel like cooking chicken :/
OMG I screwed up chinese oral today SO BAD. But our class like damm fast like tt wor . 1 hour, then my turn lo. FAST LIKE FASTTT.
I wanna buy this dress. I saw. It's pretty. And Cute.
And yeasssss .

OMG i started rolling around on the floor laughing like heck and my dad gave me a funny look like I was crazy that made me roll around on the floor and laugh even more. LOL tummy hurts HAHAHA.

LOL i discovered that when I'm pissed at something/someone I spam Fuck You in front of parents. HAHAHAHA

Bhangra-dancing, cosplayers, maggie mee and Tik Tok

2010-04-16T19:16:00.000+08:00

1. Dance-a-thon : Damm fun . Like Bhangra-dancing was like dammmmm fun. Like very.

Danced with Ayisha , Ange , Trini , Hazi , Hill and Biao .

Shaina . DANCE WITH US D:

2 . I saw Jody and Christelle and the other seniors like cosplaying. I would have gone as Haru ... but yea D: I lost my blazer so .. And Costasia came down to our school. Like OMG.

3. Had lunch with Sora . Who came along with Costasia. LIKE OMGGGGGGGG . Did not expect OAO LOL apparently school maggie mee soup is very nice. And LOL showed him around the school . IDK :/

He wore his skates there -.- Should hv known .

4. DANCING lorh :3

Nails, NERF guns and iCarly

2010-04-14T22:04:00.002+08:00

After school, I ran 3 floors up and down, screamed at the staff rooms, camped out there for a total of half an hour just to look for Mrs Ho (to pass her my passport photocopy) and Ms Teo (to pass her my mc, letter and money). After that had lunch with Shaina and Sab then went over to Shaina's house.

Stayed there for like 2 hours, just doing nails :/ and watching tv with Rius and Amanda.

That's where the NERF guns came in :/

Rius WHYYYY D: we were doing nails D: then you shot one at me T.T

ok yea . Then we went to watch iCarly and True Jackson. Then I made Shaina walk me to Hougang Plaza so I'd have someone to talk to :/

Rius followed us ._. halfway to the road then went back.

So next week, I'm gonna study with Shaina.

Tuesday for bio and geog,

Wednesday for SS and something else :/ Chinese I think.

Since every tuesday and thursday we have almost the same classes at the same times.

1st and 2nd period : Bio

3rd and 4th period : Chinese

2nd and 3rd period after recess : Geog

But yeas :/ So I'm gonna have to put up with Shiny tmr, but I need to leave class early for NP uniform fitting .

Do they really need 2 hours for uniform fitting D;
At least I get to miss dance .
1pm - 3pm

CANRAVANSERAI -------> GEYLANGSERAI
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL

When you think it's meant to be

2010-04-13T21:13:00.001+08:00

YOU'RE WRONG !

Anyways ... I haven't really been myself lately ...

I feel like I'm going back to that quiet primary one girl that was so shy that she couldn't stand up to anyone. I feel like I'm going back to the old me that no one knew.

I don't wanna go back ...

Well ... At least I can go over to Shaina's house tmr... At least to keep my mind off things.

haiz ... I feel so tired ...

No way in hell I'm going back .
N O W A Y .

I'm so tired ... I broke down the other day ...

Cried my heart out ...

Stress , Friends ... Usual Stuff ?

Just broke down and cried cried cried ...

Well at least I was sorta happy yesterday ..

At least there was one person who cared .

Thanks Eugene : ) again : p

T O M O R R O W ?

2010-04-13T19:39:00.000+08:00

Stupid uniform fitting D<

Tmr at least I get excused from class early ...

But does uniform fitting really need 2 hours D:

Nvm .. After that then I can head over to Shiny's house ..

Doing nails . Instead of studying for Mid-Years .

We're dead :D and we still don't care .

I feel so lonely again ) :

I still feel like telling this person "If you hate me so much, then don't. talk. to. me."

>_> geeeeeeeeez.

And no way am I gonna let Shiny ruin my nails :/

NO WAAAAAAAAAAAAAY .

They're pretty as they are :3

what is this I don't even-

2010-04-12T23:01:00.001+08:00

I srsly dk o.O

Some weird person come talk to me on fb. He probably got the wrong person -.-zzz

There are many Cheryl Lees in the world :/

but yeas . It was damm weird : /

" Did someone break your heart inside "

2010-04-12T21:39:00.001+08:00

So if we say Hillary's name she'll stop raeping people and stop stealing food ? o.o

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
DOUBT .

I just realized that there's no assembly tomorrow since the extended stage is already set up for Caravanserai.

I keep singing 21 guns now. Cuz of that version with the cast of American Idiot :/

" When you're at the end of the road, and you've lost all sense of control . "

Love it ~ So much T.T

Must pay Rachel tmr for Caravanserai tickets ... $10 ...

Ah well ... At least I didn't buy the $20 ones ..

Yay . There's bio tomorrow <3

LOL yesterday ...

2010-04-11T17:59:00.001+08:00

The most amazing thing happened to me...

My earhole didn't close 8D

YAYYYYYYYYYYY <3

Me and Biao spotted this kid's name in Cathecism class.

" Oliver K... K... K "

I can't remember the rest of his name, but I know his name was Oliver.

Talk about Alliteration to the max manzxz.

I wish...

2010-04-11T17:36:00.000+08:00

I could go back in time.

To rewind everything.

To stop that from happening.

I'm so sorry.

You have no idea how much I beat myself up about it...

And you'll probably never know.

2010-04-10T14:00:00.002+08:00

BETTER THAN THE ORIGINAL <3

Sometimes...

2010-04-10T13:05:00.002+08:00

Can't really say that much... Nothing to say. I'm... disappointed.

I'm getting very fed up. People who can't keep their noses outta my business.

Like T in school.

I told you lots of times. Don't butt into my life.

You only have yourself to blame honey.

If I ask you why I'm "chasing friends away", I at least expect you to give me an answer. Not tell me "You'll know soon enough."

Are you trying to tell me that you don't have a reason ?

Are you trying to tell me that you're doing all this to me out of spite ?

So much for being your "bestaye" huh ?

I shouldn't have expected more from you.

You're. Just. Like. All. The. Others.

I gave you alot of time. I tried to be nice to you because I thought that you were my friend.

I guess not, huh ?

Were you using me ?

Just because you didn't have the Love of your mother ?

Were you using me ?

But if you were, what for ?

My money ? What ?!?

What goes around, comes around honey. And you're gonna regret it.

I'm not threatening you. I never tried to.

I tried to be a good friend to you.

I thought you were my friend. I thought you were.

But you can't even think about what I say sometimes.

I told you that we noticed a change in you.

But the moment you hear something bad about you, you scream at people.

Insecure much ? Quit the drama honey. we've got more than enough outta you.

I told you what we thought. We are worried about you. We're your friends, but would you listen ?

NO.

Did you think about what we said ?

NO.

Instead, you told me that my "attitude was bad" that I was going to "chase away my friends".

I have friends. I have friends way better than you.

If you think you're my only friend, you're mistaken.

The only friends you seem to have is DJ and JJ.

You're the one chasing al your friends away.

Look. Slowly, one by one, you're losing your friends.

You'll only lose more in time to come.

But if you won't listen to anyone that tries to talk sense into you, if you don't care about us, if you think that we're butting into your business,

then so be it.

We have better things to do other than be insulted by you.

"The enemy of my enemy is my friend"

That truly goes here.

No wonder you're "a heartless bastard".

Your heart is as black as the deepest abyss. Is as black as the cosmos.

It's the blackest thing I've ever seen

But what can I do ?

Nothing.

Have fun destroying your life honey.

It's been a pleasure hating you.

2010-04-09T22:40:00.002+08:00

I can't help it... But this song always never fails to make me cry.

I know I'm on the verge of tears now.

I don't care boy I don't care.

2010-04-08T20:19:00.001+08:00

Hey playboy

It’s about time

And your time’s up

I had to do this one for my girls you know

That’s the only way you boys learn

I can’t ever forgive you for that lipstick on your collar

Every day, your phone’s always off

It doesn’t seem like you’re going to change oh oh

All those girlfriends you call “friends”

Don’t think of me in the same way as them, I won’t let it fly

From now on, do as you want, I’m going to stop caring

For some time I really loved you but oh

Sometimes you get drunk, and call me, now it’s 5:30 am

Again you say another girl’s name no

I don’t care, I’ll stop caring about what you’re doing wherever you are

From now on I really don’t care, I’ll get out of the way

From now on don’t come to me and cry, and cling on

cause I don’t care e e e e e e

Boy I don’t care

Stealing glances at other girl’s legs

You’re so so hopeless

Everyday you take off your couple ring, and secretly go on a blind date

I don’t think that I’ll be able to take it anymore oh oh oh

My friends say that you’re not really worth it

You even went to your wolf-like friends for advice but

I’d rather keep it simple, I’m too good for you

I believed you were my love but oh oh

Today you said you were busy, I tried phoning you but

As expected, in the background I heard a girl’s laugh oh no

I don’t care, I’ll stop caring about what you’re doing wherever you are

From now on I really don’t care, I’ll get out of the way

From now on don’t come to me and cry, and cling on

cause I don’t care e e e e e e

Boy I don’t care

Because of you, I remember crying till dawn boy

I regret every time I think about you when my heart was too easy, huh boy?

I’m too good to throw away and too boring to have

You should’ve treated me better when we were together why are you clinging to me now

You fooled me with your lies hundreds of times

From today on, I’ll be a bad girl who makes guys cry

Now without a single tear, I’ll laugh at you

Loser who’s inside a game called love

Get on your knees and take me back

If not, get out of my sight right now

I don’t care, I’ll stop caring about what you’re doing wherever you are

From now on I really don’t care, I’ll get out of the way

From now on don’t come to me and cry, and cling on

cause I don’t care e e e e e e

Boy I don’t care

-2NE1

idonchknow

2010-04-07T23:04:00.002+08:00

Workin' on our guest list <3

LOL we were baking .

2010-04-07T21:29:00.001+08:00

LOL SAB, SHAINA AND I DID THE STUPIDEST THING JUST NOW

well .. the recipe said chill the ingredients

yea . my cousin 'chilled' them . in the freezer .

LOL WHEN WE TOOK IT OUT IT WAS FROZEN SOLID

and i used like 15 minutes to make that breadcrumb-ish topping

LOLOL

we started rolling around on the floor and laughing

cuz it was FROZEN SOLID

LOL it was damm fun

we made like 4 or 5 batches of muffins

with like different filling in each one

2 were banana and blueberry (too much. WAAAAAY too much blueberry)

you cant taste the banana at all

the other was apple

and the last one, i cant remember LOL

basically we got high , like HIGHHHHH

Starting listening to Paramore again..

2010-04-06T16:19:00.002+08:00

I'm in the business of misery
Let's take it from the top
She's got a body like an hourglass
That's ticking like a clock

It's a matter of time
Before we all run out
When I thought he was mine
She caught him by the mouth

I waited eight long months
She finally set him free
I told him I can't lie
He was the only one for me

Two weeks and we caught on fire
She's got it out for me
But I wear the biggest smile

Whoa, I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now

But God, does it feel so good
'Cause I got him where I want him now
And if you could then you know you would
'Cause God, it just feels so
It just feels so good

Second chances they don't ever matter
People never change
Once a whore, you're nothing more
I'm sorry, that'll never change

And about forgiveness
We're both supposed to have exchanged
I'm sorry honey but I'm passing up
Now look this way

Well there's a million other girls
Who do it just like you
Looking as innocent as possible
To get to who

They want and what they like
It's easy if you do it right
Well I refuse, I refuse, I refuse

Whoa, I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now

But God, does it feel so good
'Cause I got him where I want him now
And if you could then you know you would
'Cause God, it just feels so
It just feels so good

I watched his wildest dreams come true
And not one of them involving you
Just watch my wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving

Whoa, I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now

Whoa, I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now

But God, does it feel so good
'Cause I got him where I want him now
And if you could then you know you would
'Cause God, it just feels so
It just feels so good

I wanna throw a brick at your face, but I wouldn't want to hurt the brick.

2010-04-06T14:25:00.005+08:00

Yea ! what facebook said -.-

Stop fucking up my life *****

Haiz .. Finally ranted enough
But seriously ..

I don't even wanna see her . Like ever .
No, I'm not immature . No I'm not. But it's just to the point where I can't take it anymore.

You two can just go **** yourselves .

WHEN YOU SEE WHAT I DID TO YOUR FACE, I THINK I'M GOING TO HAVE THE LAUGH OF MY LIFE .

What the heck-

2010-04-06T11:57:00.001+08:00

Nth much actually .

Just posting for the sake of it :/

laterrrrrz

Let me scream if I could.

2010-04-05T21:20:00.000+08:00

>_>

I really hate using my blog to talk bad about people ~~never stopped me before =_=~~

But seriously, I can't take it anymore =_=

To the point where everything gets so bad that you have to let it out somehow.

uninvite . Whatever, SUE ME, I DON'T CARE.

Bitchslap !

2010-04-05T20:07:00.000+08:00

Just so you know, I really really hate you. You can't imagine how much I hate you.

DO YOU GET THAT MUCH JOY OUT OF WATCHING ME IN PAIN ? YOU SADISTIC BITCH.

You're not even in my class, HOW DO YOU FUCKIN' KNOW HOW IT'S LIKE IN MY CLASS. Stupid bloody idiot. I wish you'd die.

Do you think that you're that 'popular' ? Well newsflash. YOU'RE NOT. And it's fine. TOTALLY FINE. If you don't want to listen to wat I say and change your rotten attitude, there's nothing I can do. I've tried my best, and apparently my best isn't good enough. So F-I-N-E. Just go die in a ditch and I'll be the happiest person ever.

Don't tell me what I can or cannot do. You can go ahead and tell that to your other brainless friends. Like D. Seriously. Like go and DIE.

I shouldn't even bother with you. I ask myself why I DO listen to you when all you do is just bring me down. Seriously, GO DIE IN A DITCH.

If you think you're my only 'friend', then I'd rather be friendless than hang around with the likes of you. You trash-talking bitch.

- pulled form my twitter -

Don't think I'm mean for saying this people. She deserves it. She really does. I can't exactly say any more than this.

- goes to create private blog -

Good Friday

2010-04-02T20:25:00.000+08:00

Yea, well.. Today's Good Friday ~

Went to church this morning, but I was so tired / it was so boring that I kept falling asleep.

In the afternoon, I went to Sab's house for party(?)

Cousins ... Aunts ... Uncles ... All there.

-AHEMAHEMAHEMAHEM; this part here's censored-

Yea, we ordered alot of food .. KFC, Pizza Hut (Mrs Ho you still owe us pizza 8D)

Stayed in the room pretty much the entire day with Sab, Eugene and Zachariah. Like rot in the room, listen radio / watch tv / use laptop ..

And enjoy the aircon, hide from the sun.

Rotten Girl Grotesque Romance !

bah .. I'm bored .. and sleepy :/

Kinda of ?

Gonna rest now :3 continue later ..

I hate that sinking feeling ..

2010-03-31T20:29:00.000+08:00

My hand ... It's shaky :/

Went with the HK exchange students for their learning journey today. I CAN'T BELIEVE I GOT THE TRIP !!! OMGOMGOMG I got the trip !!!! \o/

Went to .. alot of places :p

Will update on that part later. My class got 4 exchange students. All girls, but one of them BUNG. Named Iris . LOLOL . Then my partner was Shadow (cooooool name sia)

~~IGOTTHETRIPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP~~

Went to alotalotalot of places :3

Ate alot alot also . I saw the president's house !

I just had that sinking feeling ... I felt like my heart sank again ...

LOL we stood there and waved at them and gave them the SARANGHAE ! look LOL

HAHAHAHA MERMAID ! Vincent ? I think ?

GENTLEMAN SIA ! Better than some people !

Neon jaemi eobseo maeneo eobseo Neon devil devil neon neon

2010-03-29T21:51:00.000+08:00

I have absolutely nothing to say :x

Except that I'm not looking forward to tomorrow .

Friday , WHY CAN'T YOU HURRY UP.

Hahs ... It's a cold cold day .

2010-03-29T16:32:00.000+08:00

It's really cold today ... When I got home, it started drizzling... Then Oblivion hang D: then I couldn't watch bro play. Cuz if I play, I'll die in ten seconds flat. *clueless*

I can read chinese manga OMFG. I finished 2 today. OMG to able to read chinese is HUGE. For me anyways . :P

Mr Sim didn't come to school today, Miss Teh was being .. well... Miss Teh. Mrs Ho finally cracked this morning and LOL Miss Chia's attached . Srsly .

standard stuff ... Nothing to do ... And finally using my never-before-used-twitter account . LOL started yesterday ... And .... yea :P

Nothing to say really...

Friday is good friday ... Maybe go watch movie ? Then go church /o/

Or go out with NP peoples to celebrate a successful camp ? PIZZA HUT OMG .

Myabe go watch movie with liqing ~~ Invite fallen ? dk lol

This side of Paradise

2010-03-27T23:58:00.000+08:00

It's such a happy song ... It's been so long since I've heard one ...

Lyrics :

There's a place I know,
It's always jumping
I'm thinking we should go and leave our worries!
You got a friend in need,
And I'll tell you something

This time could be extrodinary!
When shadows fall you're feeling small,
It looks like walls are closing in
Don't be afraid the dark will fade,
Just take my hand and look again!

This side of paradise, is where I want to be
This side of paradise, for you and me
This side of paradise, what you get is what you see
And I never thought I'd see a place as nice, this side of paradise!

We're gonna take a ride!
We're gonna catch that train
When you're at my side the world has hope!
As we pass on by, we all look the same

The clouds are high, the world is open!
Forget about the pain and doubt!
Your happiness is overdue
I've been dreaming of, dream, the skies above
Dancing through the stars with you, oh take me to!

This side of paradise is where I want to be
This side of paradise, for you and me!
This side of paradise, what you get is what you see
And I never thought I'd see a place as nice, this side of paradise

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This song's just so happy xD

I can't stop listening to it ~

Really lifted my spirits when I heard it ~

This side of Paradise by Bree Sharp ~

I would never have found it if not for ...

Pokemon Movie : Destiny Deoxys

It's so happy ... But when I watched the movie ... They were all saying goodbye to each other, so it was kinda sad D:

But I still love it .

Pokemon for 2 hours !

2010-03-26T22:21:00.000+08:00

Hah...

POKEMON !

I miss it :/

Alot .

Gonna go play the game again ...

I miss childhood days T.T

I'm done trying. If you want me in your life, let me know. Bye.

2010-03-25T18:55:00.000+08:00

LOL @ Fb group . I like 8D

Stupid dad sia ! I tell him I've only been on the computer since 6. Then he STUPID don't wanna believe me . I came home at like 3.15 . I've been drawing the entire day !

WTF STUPID PERSON . I HATE PEOPLE WHO DON'T LISTEN TO ME . STUUUUUUUUPID .

SO WHEN I LIE , YOU DON'T LISTEN TO ME ? AND WHEN I TELL THE TRUTH YOU DON'T BELIEVE ME ?

STUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUPID PEOPLE =_=

umineko ! ♥

2010-03-24T22:06:00.000+08:00

Maria is cute .

Beatrice has nice legs xD

Eva is crazy .

I like Natsuhi's hair .

Ange is cute also .

Ange looks tsundere .

Rosa ... Didn't manage to talk much .

Kanon should have ended up with Jessica .

Battler is hot .

Shannon shouldn't have died.

Too bad George and Shannon didn't have the chance to get married.

Kyrie ... is scary .

Maria is still very cute .

Sakutaro must be squished .

Sakutaro is very cute .

Ange looks tsundere even as a kid .

Brother complex O:

Battler x Ange ? OAO

Shannon has naise hair .

Kanon also has naise hair .

Eva is old . and crazy . and old .

I want Maria's clothes .

I wanna tattoo an eagle like that too .

bla bla bla /o/

umineko ♥

LOL BhangraRobics .

2010-03-24T18:58:00.000+08:00

OMG mrs. ho we thought you were kidding O:

LOL BHANGRAROBICS .

At least you have to 'dance' with us . HAHA

Okayys . Tmr, I'm gonna spend my afternoon like .. rotting in front of the bg comp outside and dancing Oh for the entire day.

Until I like .. faint .

LOL. Biao's bright and sunny waterbottle is brighter than the sun O:

Cuz I saw it , then I looked at the sun :/

Omg it's very very bright :/

Waiting for more people to come online ..

or is msn still dead / dying .

- signs out -

- resigns in -

hmm .

rundevilrun .

2010-03-23T21:46:00.001+08:00

nuff said .

I feel like locking my blog =_=

2010-03-23T21:31:00.001+08:00

Haiz .. I feel like locking my blog

It's like ... Need to be done le sia >_<

because of people . who come and annoy me about things .

and fags . Like a certain person I'm forced to see every night i log on =_=

omg . I feel like flaming her again sia .

annoying bitch >_>

at least when i go to school I don't have to see her >_>

I pity the people in her school tho .

And I wonder why people like her .

As in sgc ones .

I wants heaphones .

Nehmind . I go buy on my own .

haiz ..

I feel sian .

omg i hate maths teachers .

they be boring .

and annoying .

and naggy .

like the canteen auntie .

at least there's one post i want one person to see .

and that's tina .

cuz she annoys the hell outta me .

tiny lian cronies are a hundred times better .

i can't use a million or thousand times better cuz

that would be over-doing it .

lians are still annoying .

but she takes the cake .

now waiting reply from those ace learning peoples .

for my password . for my quiz .

and so that stupid mecks teacher wont kill me .

hates her D<

Chem teacher sounded like JG for a moment .

Imagine if i spammed all this in a msn convo .

omg this post is boring .

but not to me :3

but nehmind .

I'm gonna continue .

Run Devil Run is addicting .

can't stop listening to it.

Must dance it .

LOL rachel no life :3

she likes the tiny drain fountain .

cuz it's cute .

well , sort of .

must finish two more sketches .

and i'm procrastinating .

again and again and again .

omg i wanna blogshop more .

cuz i need a new school bag .

cuz mine is damm dirty .

and like hell i wanna use bro's army bag .

i don't even wanna look at it :/

haiz .

i need sleep .

or i will have eyebags .

clean school toilet ! that clean and .. clean and
not blue !
or whatever colours the toilets are :/
but they're dirty like hell .
i swear .
but omg the hall toilet .
it's damm clean .
so clean , until cannot be cleaner .
omg that toilet
i didn't even know it existed until lixian put it up.

omg the toilet is damm clean .

Dk why , but damm pissed in school today :/

cuz mecks teacher D<

stupid .

at least lians were behaved today.

geog lessons are dry ..

GOOGLE DOCS !

LOL. all this is word vomit :/

if you read this post to the end ,

i'll give you a cookie : D

a cyber-cookie :3

im not even done yet !

...

ok, i'm done :3

who won the cookie : D

Stupid people

2010-03-23T19:03:00.002+08:00

i don't even know why i bother keepin that file for taobao D:

blogshops .

wanna shop .

but ma fan .

haiz .

like changing blog liddat .

super ma fan .

but still wans shop :x

Feeling kinda bitchy >_>

2010-03-22T17:25:00.001+08:00

Yea. Today I really felt bitchy. After talking to Haiqi. And Hillary...

I feel like super bitchy. And the toilet in the hall is still damm clean. And after seeing something on sgc, I feel like even bitchier =_=

T :

You think that just because you have his msn you can be like that uh. You really make people wanna hate you, you know. I never used to hate you before, but now that I have to hear it from another friend, you really are despicable. You don't have to brag. You've gotten way worse than before. You used to be like super nice, but now you know, you're like SUPER bitchy. Everything big deal right ? Someone else knows his, then you must be so in their face uh D< Seriously, at this point, I really don't give a damn how hated you are. I don't care already. Cuz I already told you to bloody change your attitude, but if I can't get to you and NO ONE ELSE can, then there's no point in me caring about you.

D :

Ok. This, I'm not so angry at, but it's just what I feel. You posted that like you DAMN angry or irritated or annoyed with me like that. Maybe you don't mean to do it, but posting some thing in Size 7 and in bold and in red says alot to another person =_= Like you're like SUPER ANNOYED with me or something like that. D:< If I got it wrong, then sorry. But it's just what I feel.

OMG there's camomile in my eyeeeeeee D: /o/

Omg I can't remember the other person I wanted to bitch about. I don't think there's anyone else I wanna bitch about in my school :/

but yea :3

aiya later then say :3

One La s t B r e a t h

2010-03-21T21:19:00.000+08:00

One Last Breath - Creed

Lyrics :

Please come now I think I'm falling
I'm holding on to all I think is safe
It seems I found the road to nowhere
And I'm trying to escape
I yelled back when I heard thunder
But I'm down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain't so far down

I'm looking down now that it's over
Reflecting on all of my mistakes
I thought I found the road to somewhere
Somewhere in His grace
I cried out heaven save me
But I'm down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain't so far down

Sad eyes follow me
But I still believe there's something left for me
So please come stay with me

'Cause I still believe there's something left for you and me
For you and me
For you and me

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking

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It's like a song about suicide.. Because when you die you're buried "6 feet" underground. Then you accept death. that you're thinking "That maybe six feet Ain't so far down"

Maybe it's because someone in his life died? And he feels like dying because he lost her?

Anyway, that's just what I think :3 Go listen to it. It's quite sad really .

Camwhores at the airport :/

2010-03-21T21:01:00.002+08:00

I seem to be at the airport very often nowadays ...

There was a flea market there yesterday O; And my mom approves of me setting up a blogshop xD I bought a shirt and a black vest xD I wanted to buy this really really simple white coloured tee-shirt dress... So that I could design it on my own... But my mom didn't allow :/ There were so much nice stuff at the flea market yesterday .. Especially this one shoe shop selling hand-painted shoes. I saw their blogshop /o/

LilySplendor

I recommend buying shoes from there ~ Since all the designs are beautifully hand-painted on :3 and the shoes look really beautiful. I think it's worth it :3 They even ask you if you want any extra designs on it !

Anyway I've been saying that I've been at the airport an awful lot lately. Mostly eating :3 But yesterday, after dinner we didn't wana go back home yet, so my parents, my aunt, my cousin, my bro and me went to Terminal 3 ~ To waste time.

I rode in my aunt's car... And I got really really high. Must have been all that sugar, cuz I was laughing and shouting alot in the car. And making really pointless jokes. :B Anywayyyyyyyy ~ We went HK cafe :3 cuz Swensons was closed and we were tired of TCC. HAHAHA.

Omg am I still high :/ I feel like I gotta flame someone. Like now. BUT I DON'T WANNA 8D

Cuz I'm still quite high :/

A sad story

2010-03-21T14:04:00.000+08:00

I found this website and the stories there were really really sad. I found this one after reading a few and it really was the saddest thing I have ever read.

This story is called "Best Friends" and it's a recount by someone is the States.

The story :

We had been friends since we were young, and I never forgot that day that I met him. We where 5 and we were both looking for frogs. I was young but I liked him. Almost everyday we went to look for frogs. Until one day he didn't come. I went two days later he didn't come that day either.
Years pass, and it was the first day of High School, we do roll call and I hear a name that sounds so familiar, then I here that person calling out, "here". He is right behind me, I turn around, and there is that boy from when we are young. He sees me too and his eyes get wide and we just stare and smile at each other for hours it seems.
A few weeks later we go out, and weeks together turns into months, and months turns into years until our High School graduation. I had made it into the college I have wanted to go to since I was young. So has he. The problem: they were on different sides of the world. We wouldn't be able to be with each other.
I thought about it for so long during that summer. When it was time to start college I had to end it with him. I thought we were going to be together forever. I loved him.
I went through college and met someone, but it wasn't the same. We dated for a while but then he could tell I wasn't very interested in him so he broke it off.
Six years later I graduated from college with a masters degree, moved back home and got a job working with autistic children.
One day, I took a child to the park to see how he reacted to the sand, as he was playing a little girl with big blue eyes and brown hair, I had thought I had seen a child that looked like her before, I look up to see is anyone was with her, there was.
I knew why I thought she looked like someone I knew, because that someone I knew since I was five, was best friends with, and had not stopped loving was standing right there watching her. He met my gaze and we just stared and smiled at each other for hours it seems like. He walks over to me and introduces the little girl as his daughter and his wife who was carrying a baby boy in her arms was sitting on the bench not far away. I knew then that he didn't feel the same way I always had about him.
We talked for a while and then said our goodbyes, they said they'd be moving away tomorrow and was just taking a brake from packing. I gave him a hug and said goodbye. But then as I was pulling away from that hug he whispered, "I have always loved you".

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It really is one of the most heartbreaking things I've ever read.

Cathay Event yesterday. WA SI LO !

2010-03-21T12:36:00.000+08:00

I don't wanna upload that photo I have of Marcussy and Sincross. 8D

Yesterday morning, I went out to meet Kiyo and Sana. I had no idea they were in the shopping arcade above the mrt station =_= so i had to spend some time running around looking for them. Then we went Raffles Place for photoshoot with SSA. It was very cold. It was raining. I was shivering.

Then I abandoned them there and went back to Dhoby to meet Liqing cuz she needed to meet Marcussy who crossdress Lenalee. To pass him the costume. Then go and meet Fallen also lo ~ Dance Oh and Genie in front of the MRT toilet LOL. If they danced abracadabra then I would SO dance with them. LOL I got really high yesterday.

People who went... At least those I think I know o.o Actually I'm only listing the people I know who went yesterday :3

Marcussy, ShinnAsuka (I think?), VampireDoll, Inoyoukai, Liqing, Lauren-A, Fallen, Lyre, Xiaosheng (haven't seen him in awhile o.o), SHIRO<3 , Data, Vanessa , Suiko, Yokey, Naks, SSA, Sincross, Hoshiko, Midoka(?), Amber, Emmelia <3 , Toshi, Kiyo, Sana, I think I saw Yoshi? .. Some other people ...

And of course... Tina

As if she couldn't get more fail >_> But I can probably name some people just as bad as her.

Moving !

2010-03-19T22:04:00.000+08:00

I wanna draw this ... A church scene... Where the bride is happily emerging from the church with her new husband. Where on the steps, stand her childhood friend who's always been in love with her. And she doesn't realize it until she sees the look in his eyes. She feels lost, but is hidden by her fake smile.

Inspired by DBSK/TVXQ - Why Did I Fall In Love With You

Seems nice ..

I wanted to move blog. But then on second thought ... I can't remember how to use Wordpress. And I don't know how to use Weebly or Tumblr ..

So .. *clings to blogger*

Do you HONESTLY think people "LOVE" you ?

2010-03-19T16:27:00.002+08:00

Well Tina, I read your blogpost and I have to honestly say that I'm extremely pissed of by you.

Quoted from Tina's blog :

FIRSTLY,I KNOW SOME OF YOU HAVE BEEN COMPLAINING ABOUT ME TO OTHERS.LET ME TELL YOU STRAIGHT TO THE POINT:IF YOU GOT ANYTHING U DO NOT LIKE ABOUT ME,TELL ME STRAIGHT INTO MY FACE,INSTEAD OF TELLING OTHERS!!!BY COMPLAINING ABOUT ME TO OTHERS INSTEAD OF ME IS TELLING ME THAT YOU GUYS ARE YELLOW STINKING COWARDS,YEA,YOU GET THAT,COWARDS!!!NOT ONLY THAT,YOU PEOPLE ARE ALSO VERY SCHEMING BY BLABBING ABOUT ME TO OTHERS,YOU KNOW?LET ME PUT THAT IN CHINESE:阴险，狡猾。你们这样做等于不择手段,JUST LIKE THOSE 狐狸精 IN THOSE TV DRAMAS!PLUS ONE MORE THING,IF THE REASON YOU RANT ABOUT ME IS BECAUSE I DID SOMETHING THAT PISS YOU OFF,I AM TELLING YOU:THIS IS THE PAST SO CAN YOU FOR GOODNESS SAKE FORGET ABOUT IT?I HAD LONG FORGOTTEN ABOUT THOSE PAST SO CAN YOU BE LIKE ME?WHO KNOWS THAT I MIGHT HAD CHANGED?SO IF I MADE ANY MISTAKES,I WANT YOU TO FORGET ABOUT IT AS WHEN I MADE MISTAKES,IT DOES NOT MEAN I WILL MAKE THOSE MISTAKES FOREVER!!!REMEMBER THAT?

FIRST OF ALL, BITCH. WE HAVE FORGOTTEN THEM. IT'S JUST THAT YOU MAKE YOUR FUCKING MISTAKES SO BLOODY OFTEN THAT YOU DON'T REALIZE IT, BUT WE DO. WE HAVE TOLD YOU TIME AND MOTHER-FUCKING TIME AGAIN TO CHANGE YOUR STUPID ATTITUDE. MAY I REMIND YOU ABOUT AFA ? AND EOY ? AND SOY ?

"SO IF I MADE ANY MISTAKES,I WANT YOU TO FORGET ABOUT IT AS WHEN I MADE MISTAKES,IT DOES NOT MEAN I WILL MAKE THOSE MISTAKES FOREVER!!!REMEMBER THAT?"

BULLSHIT. I DON'T SENSE A SINGLE GLIMMER OF TRUTH FROM YOU. IF YOU SAY THAT YOU WON'T MAKE THOSE MISTAKES AGAIN, WHY THE HELL DO I KEEP SEEING THEM EVERY FUCKING DAY ? YOU KNOW, WE ACTUALLY TRY TO TELL YOU NICELY WHAT YOUR MISTAKES ARE, BUT DO THEY EVER MANAGE TO GET THROUGH INTO YOUR BRAIN ? I DON'T THINK SO. IN ONE EAR AND OUT THE OTHER, RIGHT ?!?

I HAVE HEARD FROM A FRIEND, THAT LAST YEAR AFTER AFA, WE WERE TALKING TO YOU AND THIS PERSON TOLD ME THAT YOU WERE ON FACEBOOK , JOINING THOSE GROUPS THE ENTIRE TIME WE WERE TALKING TO YOU. WHEN WE ASKED YOU IF YOU GOT WHAT WE SAID, YOU SAID YES. YOU APOLOGIZED. BUT FOR WHAT ?!? IF YOUR GONNA MAKE THE SAME STUPID MISTAKES OVER AND OVER AGAIN, MIGHT AS WELL NOT APOLOGIZE AT ALL, RIGHT? WE TRIED TO GIVE YOU RESPECT. WE LISTENED TO YOUR EXPLANATIONS. THEN WE FIND OUT THAT WHILE WE'RE TRYING OUR FUCKING BEST TO TALK SENSE INTO YOU, YOU ARE ON FACEBOOK. CAN'T YOU SACRIFICE THOSE FEW MINUTES OF YOUR FACEBOOK TIME TO LISTEN TO WHAT WE HAVE TO SAY ? IS IT SO FUCKING HARD ? HUH ?!?!

Quoted from Tina's Blog:

SECONDLY,I KNOW SOME OF YOU ARE BEING VERY NICE TO ME WHEN YOU ACTUALLY HATED ME IN THE INSIDE.LET ME TELL YOU THIS:CUT THE ACT OUT!!!不要在我的面前演戏!!!IF YOU DISLIKE ME,I WANT YOU TO TELL ME STRAIGHT TO MY FACE INSTEAD OF ACTING NICE TO ME!!!I F**KING DISLIKE HYPOCRITES FOR GOODNESS SAKE!!!SO I HAD ONE MESSAGE FOR THOSE BUNCH OF FAKERS:I WANT YOU TO STOP ACTING IN FRONT OF ME!!!I HATE THAT!!!IF YOU ARE SO GOOD AT ACTING,MIGHT AS WELL AS BECOME AN ACTRESS,WHO KNOWS YOU MAY WIN AN OSCAR OR 金马奖 OR 红星大奖 OR WHATEVA SHIT!!!
LAST BUT NOT LEAST,TO THOSE PEOPLE,I MAY BE A FORGIVING PERSON BUT THIS TIME I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU ALL!!UNLESS YOU SINCERELY GIVE ME AN APOLOGY,A VERI SINCERE ONE AND I MUST SEE THAT YOU REALLY MEAN IT!!!I DO NOT WANT TO HAVE ANY ENEMIES SO DO NOT LET ME HATE YOU IN MY ENTIRE LIFE!!!

WE HAVE TRIED TO BE NICE TO YOU. IN FACT, WE'VE BEEN VERY LENIENT. BUT WHEN WE TALK TO YOU, ITS AS IF YOU DON'T GIVE US ANY RESPECT. WHY? YOU THINK YOU HIGHER THAN US SO YOU TREAT US LIKE CRAP UH ? WE TRY TO BE NICE, IT DOESN'T WORK. SO WHAT CAN WE DO ?!?!?!

GET IT THROUGH YOUR THICK SKULL AND INTO YOUR BRAIN !

Your brain, which apparently, is underused. :)

Poetry and Music notebook. Where are you ?

2010-03-19T15:03:00.001+08:00

Miley Cyrus - I Miss You

Lyrics :

You used to call me your angel
Said I was sent straight down from heaven
You'd hold me close in your arms
I love the way you felt so strong

I never wanted you to leave
I wanted you to stay here holding me

I miss you
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear
Every once in a while

And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know

I miss you
Sha la la la la
I miss you

You used to call me your dreamer
And now I'm living out my deam
Oh, how I wish you could see
Everything that's happening for me

I'm thinking back on the past
It's true that time is flying by too fast

I miss you
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear
Every once in a while

And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know

I miss you
Sha la la la la
I miss you

I know you're in a better place, yeah
But I wish that I could see your face, oh
I know you're where you need to be
Even though it's not here with me

I miss you
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear
Every once in a while

And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know

I miss you
Sha la la la la

I miss you
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear
Every once in a while

And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know

I miss you
Sha la la la la
I miss you
(I miss you)

Hah... I can feel the tears coming. I can see my poetry/music notebook running out of pages.

The tears came. I... I just... Can't say what I really wanna say. I wish I could, but I can't.

I really wish I could.

"Giving up doesn't always mean you're weak.You're strong enough to let it go."

2010-03-19T13:27:00.001+08:00

I like the saying :3

LOL Yaoi song :3

FANGIRLING ABOUT SHINeeeeeee !

OMG TANIA YOU KNOW I WANNA KILL YOU NOW D<

- VERY EXTREMELY JEALOUS- GODDAMNNNNNNNNNNN YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CAMP CAMP CAMP. And LM.C !

2010-03-18T22:39:00.001+08:00

Woohoo ! Back from camp ! OMG Camp has drama . Lots of it.
OMG First Aid duty. I never wanna do it ever again. My big toe hurt, my arms, shoulder,neck cramp cramp cramp. I wish I had more counterpain D:
OMG sometimes I wish maam would like.. summarize everything she wants to say into a nice short paragraph .. We were like supposed to lights out at 0130 ? then we lights out at like ... 0345. I had to wake up at 0515 for duty D:

OMG tonight's dinner damm epic. Not enough solid fuel so how ? Mass cook maggie mee in the NP Room. LOL. The whole room still smells like chicken noodles ._.

The sec 1s so wasteful D< Dk how to eat rations D: think what ? poison ah .

Stupid casualties. The amount I saw could have been like enough for two separate squads sia. What's better ? All casualties, all sec 1s. I hardly saw I sec 2 casualty. Except for one of them got kneecap problem [so bad that she couldn't sit]. And then another one play game until sprain ankle. Then 1 got heat rash. AND THAT"S IT MANXZX.

I see Sec 1s , they give me fucking excuses like : "No ma'am, I feel like vomiting" or "No ma'am, I feel like fainting" or "Ma'am, my leg/arm/back very pain" It's already fucking obvious that they're faking. Especially one, gastric. Gastric from 9 all the way until 12 ah ? Ask them rejoin their squad, don't want. Then must wait until Wai Min come and scold them then they can.

At least I got "acknowledged" by the squad. For improving in what I'm supposed to do and for being like very very very very fast when they call for first aider. Like just now, I was on the first floor taking care of casualty. Then someone blow whistle from the third floor and call for first aider. I didn;t know how fast I was sia D:

30 seconds. 30 seconds for me to grab the first aid kit, run out the door and run up two floors to find out that it was a false alarm. WIN SIA.

Sentimental PIGgy Romance !

Is it time for me to go yet ?

2010-03-16T22:33:00.001+08:00

- no pic. cuz I'm lazy -

A L M O S T T I M E F O R M E T O G O.

I ... don't know whether I'm 'excited' to go, really. I expect the Sick Bay to be filled with people and the paperwork to be re-printed.

I need to finish packing DDD: I was too lazy to finish it just now /o/ Need to pack ... SLEEPING BAG D: ? Somewhere in the cupboard.

and OMG I just got chills. And I'm still procrastinating even though I was supposed to sleep like 27 minutes ago ! Yes, it's EARLY. cuz I need to be in school DAMN early ! At 6.45 AM =_=

And I'll be up all night ! So I'm gonna do my homework ... In the middle of the night. At 3am. I'm going to freeze 8D

SLEEPING BAG BLANKET ! OMG It's cold now. And my fan isn't even pointed at me. It's only at speed one. but yea.

-offs fan- Oh I see drama. OHMYOHMYOHMY. Drama.

Dear Angel of Mine

2010-03-16T21:15:00.002+08:00

Dear Angel by April Sixth ~
Lyrics ..

Dear angel of mine, (Yeah)
Where do I start to express how I feel?
Well, my love's gone blind.
Now all that I feel is what I hear.
Your words rip and tear, and
through my heart so weak and pure.
Now I find myself wanting to die

I bleed for the second time tonight
holding the love that's in my mind.
If only my love could be with you.
If only this pain, this pain died too
So I break you away, away, away from me.
So I break you away, away, away from me.

As I sit here alone (ohh)
thinking about everything that you said.
You know since I'm alone.
Well, maybe after all, I was better off dead.
Cause without you my life's gone down...
What do I do, when I find myself wanting to die?

I bleed for the second time tonight
holding the love that's in my mind.
If only my love could be with you.
If only this pain, this pain died too

I bleed for the second time tonight
holding the love that's in my mind.
If only my love could be with you.
If only this pain, this pain died too
I break you away...

This freak I became,
My enemy.
This freak i became,
My enemy.
From my angel to my enemy

And I don't know

Yeah

I bleed for the second time tonight
holding the love that's in my mind.
If only my love could be with you.
If only this pain, this pain died too

I bleed for the second time tonight
holding the love that's in my mind.
If only my love could be with you.
If only this pain, this pain died too

I'll break you away!
(All thats in my mind)
So break you away
(All thats in my mind)
so break you away, away, away from me
So break you away, away, away from me
and I don't know

Sincerely Yours.

And LOL random phonecalls are random !

But fun when it's from the people you care about.

RYODO IF YOU'RE READING THIS , DUDE YOU DAMM RANDOM SIA !!

Yay <3 Got to go out with Hoshiko ~ NEXT TIME WE GO SOMEWHERE ELSE THAT'S LESS CROWDED KAYYS ?

LOL need to finish packing for camp ! byeeeees !

I'm blogging as though everything in my life is absolutely perfect 8D

S H O P A H O L I C ♥

2010-03-14T22:05:00.002+08:00

-If I had a picture to show how much I was shopping, I'd post it up-

Went to JB and bought :

- 4 pairs of shorts
- 2 pairs of shoes ♥
- Vampire Knight Book 11

- Kuroshitsuji Book 5 and 6

- A 300 page notebook

Today, I went Orchard and bought :

- Book 7 of Kuroshitsuji

- The Kuroshitsuji Character Book

- A very pretty pair of Heels for cosplay ♥

All rewards for doing 'well' in CTs ♥

OMG I blew ALOT of money ..
haiz ... tmr need to spend holiday in school -.-zzz

9 - 11.30 : Maths Class

1 - whatevertimeitends : Combined UG Camp Dry Run

I so wanna pon, but I can't T.T

annoyingly D:

I wans another quote O:

2010-03-13T23:44:00.002+08:00

Cosplaying Shinigami version Senna and School Uni Senna ! Which is the one up there :3
Shinigami Version for my beloved SJAS famiglia and School Uni for Marcussy's group ~

I needs quote O: for the school blazer + skirt -.-
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Today I went to JB to shop !

I bought alot of stuff lor . and shoeeeees ! OMG the shoes T.T pretty and cute ! Shorts♥ ! like ... ALOT. OMG basically I bought like a trunkload of clothes lah (Literally) and ran my mom to the ATM and the money changer :x
And Manga . No trip is completed with out buying manga back :3

okayyyys ! It's late ! So nights ♥

EDITS ! : bloody asshole >_>

GO ST.CATS !!!! YOU'RE ALL AWESOME !!!

2010-03-12T20:34:00.002+08:00

IN COMMEMORATION OF FINALLY BEATING SAINT ELIZABETH AFTER THAN 10 YEAR STREAK , THIS POST IS IN RED FOR SAINT CATHERINE !

TRULY A GLORIOUS OCCASION !!!

1. AFTER 10 LONG , HUMILIATING YEARS OF DEFEATS FROM SAINT ELIZABETH , SAINT CATHERINE HAS FINALLY BROKEN THEIR WINNING STREAK !!! AND IT'S THE MOST UNBELIEVABLY AWESOME THING EVER IN THE HISTORY OF OUR SPORT'S DAYS !!! AND UNBELIEVABLE COMEBACK FROM OUR LAST PLACE STAND LAST YEAR !

GOOD JOB ST. CATS !!!
2. SOCCER GAMES ARE FUN ! JUST NOW WAS EPIC <3

JUST NOW DURING AWARDS CEREMONY, SAINT HELEN (GREEN) AND SAINT CATHERINE (RED) DIDN'T EVEN PAY ATTENTION TO WHAT THE HOUSES WON! BUT INSTEAD, EVERYONE WAS STARING AT THE SOCCER PLAYERS ON THE FIELD. WE GAVE SOUND EFFECTS 8D

" OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO " / " OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH " / " WOAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH " / " WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW "

STUFF LIKE THAT

3. I SPENT THE ENTIRE DAY HIDING FROM NPCC TEACHER AND SENIORS. BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANNA DO MY DUTY !! AND STAYED AND CHEERED ON THE SAINT CATHERINE RUNNERS !!!! AND LOST MY VOICE AND/OR DAMAGED MY VOICE BOX PERMANENTLY !! 8D

4. CLASS RELAY ! WE CAME IN LAST ACTUALLY. NOT ANYONE'S FAULT. ILYANA ACCIDENTALLY FELL , FATIHA RAN SLOW . BUT EVERYONE STILL HAD ENOUGH FUN ANYWAYS XD

OMG I'VE BEEN HIGH SINCE 3PM AND IT'S SO LATE NOW XDDDDD

5. RED HAIRSPRAY / FACE PAINT IS <3

Why Did I Fall In Love With You - DBSK

2010-03-12T20:12:00.002+08:00

Lyrics :
Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?
Donna ni toki ga nagaretemo kimi wa zutto
Koko ni iru to, omotteta no ni
Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi
Doushite kimi ni nani mo tsutaerarenakattan darou?
Mainichi maiban tsunotteku omoi
Afuredasu kotoba, wakatteta no ni (mou todokanai)

Hajimete deatta, sono hi kara
Kimi wo shitteita ki ga shitan da
Amari ni shizen ni tokende shimatta futari

Doko e iku no ni mo issho de
Kimi ga iru koto ga touzen de
Bokura wa futari de otona ni natte kita
Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi

Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?
Donna ni toki ga nagaretemo kimi wa zutto
Koko ni iru to, omotteta no ni (mou kanawanai)

Tokubetsu na imi wo motsu kyou wo
Shiawase kao de tatsu kyou wo
Kirei na sugata de kami sama ni chikatteru, kimi wo

Boku ja nai hito no tonari de
Shukufuku sareteru sugata wo
Boku wa dou yatte miokureba ii no darou?

Mou doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?
Ano koro mo, bokura no koto, mou moderenai (kangaeta) modorenai (kangaeta)

Doushite kimi no te wo tsukami ubaenakattan darou?
Donna ni toki ga nagaretemo kimi wa zutto
Boku no yoko ni, iru hazu datta (sono mama nii)

Sore demo kimi ga boku no soba nara to itte mo
Eien ni kimi ga shiawase de iru koto
Tada negatteru
Tatoe sore ga donna ni sabishikutemo (tsurakutemo)

English Lyrics :

Why did I end up falling for you?
No matter how much time has passed,
I thought that you would always be here
But you have chosen a different road

Why wasnt I able to convey to you?
My feelings that were growing everyday and night
The words begin to overflow
But I know they wont reach you now

From the first day that I met you
I felt like I knew you
And the two of us melded together so naturally

Wherever we would go, it would be together
It was so natural for you to be with me
We became adults together
But you chose a different road

Why did I end up falling for you?
No matter how much time has passed,
I thought that you would always be here (but not anymore)

Today, the day that holds a special meaning
The day that you stood with a smile of happiness
Praying to God in your beautiful appearance

With the person next to you who isnt me
The image of you receiving blessings
How could I just stand aside and watch

So why did I end up falling for you?
We cant go back to that time, or how we were (Ive thought it through)

Why wasnt I able to take your hand?
No matter how much time passes
You always shouldve been by my side
Now it will never come true

But, even though I say that I need you close to me
I just pray that you will be happy forever
No matter how lonely that makes me (or how sad)

- strangles plushie -

2010-03-11T22:02:00.002+08:00

- NO PICTURE ! -

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

flaresssssssssssss -

stupidstupidstupidstupidstupid teacher D<

listening to a new song !

And you take my breath away

2010-03-11T21:29:00.000+08:00

Everything comes naturally ~

1. Mom decided not to go PTM. (Yay ? O:) Because she refuses to sit there and hear them talk. Again -.- So she think's it's ok that my form teacher calls her to tell her about my progress/behavoir/attitude/blablablabla.

2. Went to Mad Jack for dinner. CAN YOU SAY PIGOUT. Cuz I can hardly say that 'cuz I'm so full. Grilled salmon in cream sauce with apple and peach salad and mashed potatoes, 9" hotdog ! with fries and CHOCOLATE CAKE.

WARNING : DO NOT EAT THEIR CHOCOLATE CAKE UNLESS YOU ARE A DIE-HARD CHOCOHOLIC LIKE MYSELF <3

3. I finished all my holiday homework in class /o/ Then Sharon Ho was telling Geraldine why she should go home, since she's already done with her work. Then Geraldine said that she wanted to finish her holiday homework first. Then Sharon Ho told her to go home and do it, since she wasn't collecting.

Then I told her that I already finished my homework. ALL of it. I LOVED that look on her face.

4. I HATE NP PROPOSALS D< annoyinggggggggg >_>

5. I can sing Fuwa Fuwa Time , Naturally , Oh , Genie , Heartbreaker and Lollipop now. After 2-3 days of listening to them 8D I can dance the chorus of Oh!

Sort of xD practicing for cosfest !

Nothing more to add :x BYEEEEEEEEES

will add on laterzxzxzx

-.-zzz

愛しています. I still do.

2010-03-11T16:03:00.001+08:00

But, sadly darling, you'll never know how much you truly mean to me.

You'll never appreciate me. You'll never realise how I used to mean to you. You'll forget me and move on.

And You'll never be done saying sorry to me. Nor can you ever make it up to me.

Like a magnet .

2010-03-10T21:01:00.007+08:00

I can't pull myself away from you.

It doesn't matter to me if you don't feel the same.
It doesn't matter if you don't look at me with those loving eyes of yours anymore.
Your presence... Is more than enough to calm my nerves. It's enough to calm my soul.

It hurts more than you will ever know.

- "A Million Words would not bring you back, I know because I've tried. Neither would a Million Tears, I know because I've cried."

- True Love begins when nothing is looked for in return.

- "If you love me only in my dreams, let me be asleep forever."

- "Who do you turn to when the only person who can stop you from crying is the one who is making you cry?"

- "There is one pain I often feel which you will never know because it is caused by the absence of you.."
If you've broken you heart a million times over. If you've had your heart stepped on a billion times. If you're feelings for him or her are still there , you'd understand :) Those warm, loving feelings will never be lost. They're precious memories. Unforgettable and irreplacable.

Even if this person likes or loves someone else, don't be upset. Just move on. They'll always be with you in your heart, mind and soul. You'll never forget him or her. Those memories are unforgettable. Even if someone else takes his or her place in your heart, those feelings will stll be there. They'll cling on to you, just like you'll do to them. But love the one who loves you. That's important.

Keep in mind ... That that special person will love you forever too. Deep, deep down in his or her heart. Because he or she is clinging on to what they have left of you.

OH shut up.

2010-03-10T16:33:00.004+08:00

- NO PIC CUZ I BE LAZY TO FIND PIC-

Horrible day at school. As usual. Haiz .. Contour drawing sucks D:

very wary about where I use my phone now ..

HAIZ ..

gonna dance Gee / Genie / Oh now

byeeee ..

And now, I must rant.

2010-03-09T20:33:00.002+08:00

Yes. It's Magnet. So ?

Take that bunch of over-obsessed fangirls. No school is a school without them.

Or that bunch of lians and bengs who are in every school. They're always there because they're important to our school system.

That bunch of brainiacs sitting at your canteen table studying every morning so they'll be "ready for school". Or the geeks that spend their recess reading and studying "class material".
Or what about those kissasses. They're there to make you feel that you haven't "appreciated" your teacher enough.

And or course, who could forget the strays. They're just there because they're there.

Yes, I feel that our Singaporean Education System's student caste. But what I can't stand is that student caste itself.

1. The fangirls.

- An annoying bunch of people who act like everything revolves around their favourite celebrities. I feel like the obsession goes far far beyond the point where they're not fans of a band or the music, just of the person itself.

Once again, an annoying bunch of people who talk endlessly about " OMG he's so cute !" or " Hey! did you know ... "

Do you even have any idea how annoying that is =_=

2. Tiny little lian cronies.

- ANNOYING. The most annoying people ever. They talk behind your back and Play pranks and whatever. They interrupt class. They talk annoyingly LOUD. Hearing them everyday is like having someone scream through a bullhorn. Stupid, small-minded lians.

3. The brainiacs/geeks/whatever.

- Nothing much to say but SOCIALIZE for god's sake. But keep up the good work ! We'll need it if we have to cover for those bimbos. (refer to Point 2)

4. Kissasses.

- Another annoying bunch of people. They make the teacher remember about the homework that you didn't do. So, GTFO will you ? No one likes a kissass. We can all see you. Bootlickin and kissassin won't pull your grades up. It'll only make you the centre of insult. It'll only make you a teacher's pet. And then I can have the privilege of watching you get targeted by the rest of your so-called friends..

NO ONE LIKES A KISSASS. SO YOU BETTER QUIT IT.

5. The stray. (Which I'm proud to be)

- Nothing much to say. We're beneath alot of the other groups. We're there for the sake of being there. We're the group of people who are most likely noticed, then immediately forgotten. Nothing much to say really. We're just there to be there.

Well, these are just my views on it so yea. I'm done.

Today is NOT my day.

2010-03-09T15:27:00.002+08:00

-NO PHOTO ! i be hash no mood for photos >_>-

'Who do you turn to when the only person who can stop you from crying is the one who is making you cry?'

Today is a VERY horrible day for me.

1. My phone got confiscated. WTF >.>

2. Everyone keep asking if I'm ok. WTH ? Obviously I'm not okay right ? Would you be 'ok' if your phone got confiscated O: I didn't think so. GEEZ.

3. ON 9TH APRIL, I GET MY PHONE BACK, EVEN IF I HAVE TO KILL FAN.

4. NP people, shut up for a moment.

5. I DON'T CARE IF I DIDN'T PASS UP MY HOMEWORK; I'M ALREADY IN ENOUGH TROUBLE AS IT IS.

6. I'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO dead when mum gets home.

UGHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!! TODAY IS THE WORST ****ING DAY OF MY ENTIRE LIFE. UNLESS YOU COUNT THE DAY WHERE I ALMOST GOT KILLED THREE TIMES, THEN THIS IS THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE EVER.

Now I must rant at no.2.

You people. Are a bunch of stupid people sitting in a stupid class. Don't ask me why I choose to keep a smile on my face. It's so that you idiots don't talk behind my back. You hear that ? It's my voice telling you to get lost if you give me sympathy. It's my voice telling you to get lost or shut the fuck up. I don't have the time to listen to your snide or cruel or unthinking remarks. I don't have the time to deal with it.

SO LEAVE ME ALONE. GET IT ?

LEAVE.ME.ALONE. get the picture ? No ? Fine.

LEAVE. ME . ALONE.

Get it now ? Good.

I'm afraid so. You're entirely bonkers. But I'll tell you a secret. All the best people are.

2010-03-08T18:46:00.002+08:00

'I'm afraid so. You're entirely bonkers. But I'll tell you a secret. All the best people are.'

Alice in Wonderland was so awesome. Alot of people were expecting a romance with Alice and the Mad Hatter ? Lol me too actually. But I heard from an interview that the Mad Hatter's supposed to only be like a father to Alice. I couldn't take my eyes off that movie screen. Sure, the ending was a bit disappointing, but I wish she would have stayed in Wonderland.. Jabbawokkee. LOL that was kind of .. lame D: but the movie is still awesome !! It was the most awesome-est movie I've ever watched :x hah ... I wanna watch it again .. And now I'm singing Alice by Avril Lavigne. LOL

Welcome back Alice.

2010-03-07T10:00:00.000+08:00

Gonna watch Alice with Biao, Hillary and Sabrina. Gonna buy her CD first, so we gotta head down earlier. Nothing much to say now really. All I have to say is that I'm starting to regret going to an all-girls school. Nothing interesting ever happens. Haiz... Not like anything interesting happens in my life anyway.
I'm really tired.. Can't do any more proposals le... Too sian le..

But I swear man. If anyone from my cca scolds me, they're gonna get a VERY angry complaint from me. I SWEARRRRRR.

- kicks email - STUPID !

2010-03-06T21:46:00.005+08:00

I so wanna cos her :x but no legs for it D:
SAKUTAROOOOO !!!! omg i wanna make a sakutaro bag 8D for squishinnnnn ! and carrying stuff ... But I need cloth and stuffing and felt 8D

LOLLL. Went out with Liqing today ! so fun LOL. We stood for half an hour ar Best staring at the tv and Genie !!! and BoA and 2NE1. " After genie, we dance then we leave " then after genie, check time JUST NICE LOL. Thought of going to watch Alice in Wonderland, but then no time D: so we went to pan to find sana 8D hahaha we camp thereeeee ! then chiong down to somerset to meet seller ~ OMG I LOVEEEEEEE MY NEW WALLET :3

Then piano class, now I learning how to play Music Box Dancer... Quite easy ba, the first part.

Then tomorrow, gonna meet Hill and Biao with Sabrina then we all gonna watch Alice in Wonderland :3 YAYYYYY
I was let out for 2 days straight :D HAPPPPPPEHH !

Sing Fuwa Fuwa Time and Beatrices stuff cotton down your throat 8D

2010-03-06T08:49:00.004+08:00

There be pretty Rin and Len :3

I finally found the song that I've been trying to find for the past 6 months !

So glad that I found it T.T anywayyyy. I woke damm early lo :x like at 8 .. Cuz I need to head off to my doctor's ! haiz ... damm sian of going there T.T go there stupid nurse gimme attitude. NOT MY FAULT RIGHT. haiz ... then later 3.30 meet hillary, 4 meet liqing, 5.15 meet seller ... haiz ....
DAMM sian sia D:

Damm fucker. You better pray I don't ever see you.

2010-03-05T20:13:00.004+08:00

awww *w*

so cute DDD;
stupid person who went to write "I hate NPCC, SJAB and Girl Guides" on my table. WTF your problem sia >_>you don't like, don't say. That way nobody cares. ^#@%#^@%$*@)&#(*@^#&%^ made me damm pissed >_>
A1 for art : 78
B4 for lit : 64
the two subjects which I topped my class in :x

Hah christopher sim never come today, so slack in chinese
Hillary never come today. Is sick D: you abandoned me and biao D:
Maths got class test. I slept through it.
PE sucks D: stop running T.T

must wait for costume quote from tailors who do not like checking email ;A; haiz ... damm sianzxzxz. Must go ask other tailors also ... Haiz ... damm stressed luh D:

SHIROOOO !! I CAN'T KILL MEH SAKUTARO ;A;
but you put me through 2 hours of torture dearie D:

BIG BANG ROCKS THE NIGHT !

2010-03-04T20:52:00.004+08:00

Credits to the photographer who happened to be standing nearby and had enough time to help us out with this picture even though everyone was telling you to hurry up. Thank you ~!

woohooo campcraft competition ! We didn't win though. Everyone was kinda down cuz we didn't do as well as we thought that we did T.T Now i have to loanshark people 8D hillary and shaina ; pay me soon .. or else ^^
Finished with taobao batch /o/ Hillary, if something isn't on the list, means it's not in stock. We definitely didn't miss out your order okayyy D:
Shiro !!! Why does joo have to order so much stuff DDD: my brain died after I went to school D:
Thanks to liqing <3 YAY I GET MY STUFF 8D -hugs- Michi !! <3 get well soon dear D: don't faint with your eyes open like Ashleigh ! Tsu-kunnnn !!!! SANKYUUUUUU !! I like can't thank you enough for passing me my wiggy now :x IOU lol . But quick quick tell me when you wanna borrow the hibari wig ho ! before i cut it to lenalee's hairstyle >D

Idk why, but I'm in a good mood today ^w^ and my maria wiggy <3333 omg it's the <3

It's always been hard to say goodbye :3

2010-03-04T18:24:00.003+08:00

" Let's eat sweets on the bed, drink stuff and play until we get sleepy ! "

awwww . I love Sakutaro. For his irresistable cuteness :x

meeting liqing on saturday @ 4 @ bishan /o/
meeting hillary so she can pay me before tt /o/